Past Life

Ever since I was young, I’ve always had a head full of dreams and

aspirations. My goal in life was to be very successful and not have

to struggle. I had the mentally of a 30 year old, but was only 10

when I started to plan out how I wanted my life to be. Now that

I’m 21 years old, some of my plans have slightly changed. Even

though I want to become a registered nurse and work in the ER or

NICU, I want to live the Hollywood life. I’ve always been the type

of person to be in the spot light. I’m very outgoing and always

have to be the center of attention. It’s so intriguing to me how

famous people live their lives. Thinking about it is nice, but

actually experiencing what they experience is kind of scary as

well. They deal with a lot of nonsense that I don’t see how a

human can endure. Not only do they have to follow a lot of rules,

but they seem like they can’t enjoy their life comfortably. Their

names are always in the tabloids and someone is always talking

about them, but they deal with it. Sometimes I think “Hmm, Steph

can you handle all this if given the opportunity to be in their

shoes”?

Just because I’m at a point in my life where I’m so indecisive,

doesn’t mean I can’t make my goals come true. I think if I really

put my mind to it, I will become famous but if not I will always

settle with my one dream of becoming a nurse. As people live

their life, they don't know what’s going to happen next. I think

people who are famous are very fortunate but they got off the

easy way. Some probably have finished school and received a

degree but the majority of them don’t that’s why I think have a

mindset of having a set career path can never fail because you

have a lot of decisions to decide from.